Sometimes it's enough to say something just once. But mostly, it isn't. So, yeah, I feel like this yet again. And I'm gonna write it down and express it yet again. But not really with my own words. This blog isn't for using my words, it's for stealing other people's words and expressing things with them. Making a sort of map of my emotions and thoughts and moods, things like that. Yeah. Well. Today sucks. The past year, or three quarters of a year, has sucked. This summer sucks. My stomach ache sucks. The stupid conflicts I've landed myself in all suck. And feeling this way, like this helpless little... thing... really sucks.
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help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
hurt myself again today
and the worst part is there's no one else to blame
be my friend
hold me
wrap me up
unfold me
I am small
and needy
warm me up
and breathe me
ouch, I have lost myself again
lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
yes, I think that I might break
lost myself again and I feel unsafe
be my friend
hold me
wrap me up
unfold me
I am small
and needy
warm me up
and breathe me
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